Identity 

It is hard to fully understand, where you stand in the world and to know the world’s perspective in comparison to yours. Sometimes, it gets difficult to explain your position to individuals around when you do not understand what you are trying to believe in. In the process, of teaching and re-teaching your own self it is hard to explain your loyalties to others. Sometimes, to believe in things are scary and to stand up for the emerging philosophies and ideologies are hard, as they are still sprouting. Loyalties and reliabilities are questioned.  

I have confused myself and my identity. Somehow my culture and surrounding have confused me. I was born in a Christian home in a Muslim country. Now, that I am here in US, a Christian, living in a diverse environment.  I am confused with an identity crisis. The people outside who call themselves Christians or Muslims are so unique to me.  I don’t know anyone. I am trying to be neutral. I am trying to be objective. I am trying to be a republican. I am trying to be a democrat. I am trying to be myself.