Life Starts to End

Where the breathing ends, the screams starts 

Where the scream ends, the pain starts

Where the pain ends, the denial starts

Where the denial ends, the acceptance starts

Where the acceptance ends, the life starts to end! 

Determination

I have loved Bikram Yoga for a couple of years now. However, recently I have started to love it even more. It is relaxing and intense at the same time. The early morning classes are hard to attend, but with determination you can reach your destination and goals. 

Last Tuesday, I aimed for a 6 am class. The studio is 20 to 25 minutes away from my home. I have to get up around 5 am to be there at 6. However, that morning I got up at 5 and started to get ready when I went to the parking lot. My sister parked just behind my car. I was so frustrated but well wanted to stay in the yogi mode. "Keep calm and let it go". I woke my sister up and asked her to move her car. She moved her car. I knew I was late. I knew they would lock the doors and there would be no way I could attend my yoga practice. Anyways, I called up the studio and the instructor said that he will start at 6 am. He kept saying that be there at 6. I just drove with the intention to attend and did not want to hear no. 

When I reached the studio, I was a few minutes late but the instructor waited for me. He said, "Anna, you are all signed up, please enjoy your class!" 

I just went in and enjoyed every bit of the practice. 

I felt my practice started the moment I woke up till I left the class. 

Yes, they say in the class let it all go and stay with the moment. You cannot hold on to anything. You just let it be and let it go. 

Like they say at the end of each practice. Namaste! 🙏

Negative Reinforcement and Love

I wonder why individuals instigate other human beings. Why they have to write things about others that can cause frustration? 

For example, writing about using convenient mix to make turkey and fruit chat/salad. Moreover, making it a point to mention that how can we measure someone's skills. 

How can a person prove their skills? By hunting down a turkey and growing a fruits in the farm? 

The seasoning of the turkey was made with butter and herbs. Salt and pepper were sprinkled and fruits and vegetables were cut for stuffing. How difficult was that? 

It is so sad that people who doubt have experienced first hand cooking skills. For example, chicken Marsala, Brown rice chicken 

and many more etc. Not bragging because it might have not tasted so good or good enough. Thanks 

Some people just remember mean stuff to humiliate the other person. If they don't even remember your name and call you by someone else's name what more can you expect from them. 

Now they write about stuff to compensate because they called you by the name of the person they currently love. 

They want your attention because they are getting it from all their other friends and they seem to think you are missing in action by not chasing them. 

I wish people understood love. But well, everyone has their own definition of love, that is why people you love might never love you back or care for your love, because their definition is different from yours. 😊

Thank You 😊

Some people walk in our lives quietly. We realize their existence when they become special to us. We argue and disagree with them and still feel their presence in our life even when they walk out of our lives. Every experience with them is learning. Special people help us realize how special we are after they leave us. They provide us with an experience to explore ourselves and find the good we have in us. When we figure that good and uniqueness in us because of them. All we need to do is to thank God for the special them. God bless them!! Thank you!

Profiling or Association: What is the difference? 

Is stereotyping or racial profiling equal to racism or being racist? 

When people unconsciously profile you or associate you with someone based on your nationality or color, are they profiling you? I guess that should be forgiven right? 😜😂

Today, a colleague asked me if I watch Mindy Kaling and Aziz Ansari? I immediately made a joke that yes I do but I also watch Tom Cruise. I asked him why he asked me that question. He said that he wants to know more about my culture. 

How come Mindy Kaling and Aziz Ansari who were born in United States of America represent my culture? 

I teased him do you know the guy who hosted the show "George ka Pakistan". He is American too. Do you like him or know him? 

I asked him what if I had told him that "Tom Cruise" reminded me of him. 

I concluded that I like Gerard Butler and Ryan Gosling more than I know and like Mindy Kaling and Aziz Ansari. All four of them are born and bred American. Their color does not make them any less American. 😊🙏

I teased and called him, "racist colleague". We both laughed. I shared this with my other colleagues too. 😂😂😂

Motivation

Some people care for you because you are divorced. They care  for you because your current husband and you are having issues. They have to be nice to you because you have explained how ill you have been treated and how miserable you felt. 

You don't know what had happened. How they fell in love just because now they need you and you like to be needed you want to agree with everything they explain you. 

When a woman is weak, in need and helpless is only when some men like her. May be another reason can be that woman is capable of fulfilling this man's sexual desires. 

A few years back when you call someone ugly, then conveniently now you send them their old picture of when you called them ugly and tell them that this picture is to motivate them. What should you get of it? Your inconsistency that nothing can ever satisfy you.

Only a divorcee or a needy person can satisfy you. Some people are naturally needy. Find one so they can fulfill your desire and you can fulfill theirs. 

Divorcee always attract some individuals. It is not bad but sometimes some individuals just  like some experience and their need. 

 

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Meaningless Meaningless

Mental illness is not a curse. People who use it to insult people are the ones who consider it as a curse. 

We all have some kind of mental health concern. No one is normal. Professionals and numerous educated people in America, take pride in sharing about their mental health concerns. For them it is probably like talking about flu, cold, etc. They identify their issues so the concerns won't affect them  in their daily routines. 

However, on other hands if individuals use mental concerns to curse other people. For example, "you are mentally sick" or "you are hallucinating", they would always consider mental health issues as awful. They would think of it as a stigma.

People who express themselves don't hold grudges. People who have difficulty expressing themselves hold grudges.

How can someone judge that I have avoided and not face my concerns. How have I been throwing dirt at someone? Sharing something or being concerned is dirt? 

Yes, be inspired and keep watching these videos to influence you and your future decisions. I don't want to watch it to aggravate myself anymore. 

 Like it has been said by someone million times, "we are different"! So let it be! 

2 “Meaningless! Meaningless!”
    says the Teacher.
“Utterly meaningless!
    Everything is meaningless.”

May God bring future prosperity to an individual's life and bless their upcoming years. Amen 

As humans we should always pray for blessings for our fellow humans on their special day.